what is the meaning of that ??

Is that called bestfriend ??
is that called sisters ??
is that called bro n sis ??
why ??

now , u are nothing for me anymore .
i hate you

afraid

takud ......................................
:((((((((((

" i wont disturb u
so dont disturb me too "
mksud.na apha ??
is he talking on me ??
hwhawhahwahwa ....
worried .
mybe dia lhyad blog aku ianh kmrn , then ......................
hhaish .
ithuw dah kmrn khae lhyao ...
tp qlo aku jelaskan , dia gtwu mhaw dgr gga lhe .
:(

no matter what
u'r still that one .
wo de gege .

dia dah lama gga msg ua .
gga care mha ua .
hmm .
krn aku gga trima dia ??
?? jd boring gga dpt msg qmu .
hha ?? khog tiba" miss u ??
u dah berubah , ua thaw .
tp ua mhaw single .
sorry :(

my mind now is thinking of what ??
do u know ??
" i want to leave u all n study in other country "
can i ???
i need the answer NOW !
i want to study in sg , but idk whether i can pass or not .
but i just realise that i want to study in sg is because of I WANT TO AVOID U ALL !!
but im not sure too .
anyway hope i can leave TBK !!
thats my wish !

i wont disturb u again !!

I ........... H A T E ........... YOU !!!

UP TO YOU Dehh ~
aku udah pasrah mha qmu .
trserah qmu d .
I WONT CARE ABOUT UR BUSINESS ANYMORE !
NO MORE !!

U NEVER CARE MY FEELING .
IHYSM !!
F*** YOU !!

I WONT DEPEND ON YOU ANYMORE !

Butt ..........
what can i do ??
although IHY but u always appear in my mind .
why ??
why u being so cruel towards me ??
why u always make me disappointed ??

IHY but IDY
what can i do ??
i just want to hate u .
but i cant .
i want to forget u .
but i still miss u .
:(

What should i do ??

maybe that is destiny , fate .
hhaish .
Forget it bahh .

Hope we wont disturb to each other again .
hope u can get ur happiness .

I WILL TRY TO DISAPPEAR IN UR MIND .
I WONT DISTURB U AGAIN .

Disappointed !! Hate ! Dislike !

Lii , Tann , Jos !
u three really made me totally disappointed .
what i had done wrong ??
why u all treated me like that ??
hhuhh!!
pek7 !
disappointed of u three !!

ado n abi said that i FIL with avann .
then atann jealous .
hhuhu .
zzz .
he's just my teman curhat .
a friend that i can share problem with .
then how about u all ??
just treat me as INVISIBLE , TRANSPARANT !!
I'M ENOUGH NOW !!
TIRED !!
Let me off , okay ?? :((((((
hhuhhu .
TOTALLY SAD ! DISAPPOINTED !

DISLIKE U !!
Aku br sadar bahwa selama ini , aku hanya dipermaenkan .
I HATE YOU !!!

Lonely d.skul .
gha adha ianh temanin .
smw.na pd gha kwn amha ua .
hhuhu :(( :((

koko , hhaish ~
gha mhaw blg d .
:(( :((
make me cry everytimes , everyday .
I never think that u are so cruel until now .
but now i just realise that U ARE CRUEL THAN EVERYONE !!

I HAD ENOUGH !
DISAPPOINTED WITH U ALL !!

all had changed .
expecially the two of them .
koko n lii .
the one i dote n the best of my friends .
why ??
ko had changed .
the care of him to me  had less than before .
TT
i think he had forgotten me n didnt hve any feeling towards me anymore .
TT
i hate erly so much .
not b.cause she was my ko mantan .
but she is very very MPO !!
Hate .
then my friends always say or critic her as her boobs are very big .
i dont like they said that .
as she was innozence .
then maybe that was natural .
hhaish .
forget it .
about lii , hhaish .
dont knoo d .
we had not talked to each other about 2 or 3 days .
TT

try to forget that n treat he / she as transparant .
hope i can success .
Buddha Bless me .

how come we can understand the other ?????
unless ue tell us what ue thinking aboud so maybe we will understand what ue thinking aboud~
don't just blame the other for not understand ue~
ue must think aboud urself first~
do you ever understand the other without know what they thinking aboud?

 

THINK FIRST !!

Whats wrong with me ??
why bad mood all the day ??
bagghh ><
why i remove them as my friends from my friend list ??
why i have such as so many problems ??
:(( ..

i remove him :((((((

Thiap x psti nmpk 4to mrk .
hhuhhuhhu .
khog gtu sich ??
TT

kmu skrg skha spha ??
wo men de ju li yue lai yue yuan le .
TT
dha lhama gha msg mha kmuw !!
:((
hhuhhuhhu .

KAMU SUKA SIAPA ??
KAMU SUKA SIAPA ??
PLEASE TELL ME !!!!!!!!!!!!
TT

who are you FIL to ??
who did u love now ??

u make me so DISAPPONTED !!
U'r hurt me too deeply !!

Day by day , i become more and more HATE YOU !!
Damn !!

jealous

yesterday we went to ama khae lao jiak .
dhen ama asked erly " nia lao nhe ?? "
lili c jhu blq " ke tiong kok ."

after heard that , my happy mood change fastly n bcme bad mood.
hhu . hhu . hhu .
I WAS SO JEALOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!
VERY VERY VERY JEALOUSSSSS .
why they still said that erly khae a lao 4 koko ( a chonk ) ??
TT

all , they had ended already !!
plizz dont say that again .
PLEASE .

i know , i also had ended with him .
n i dont have any hak to say that .
but i cant control myself .
my heart still with him .
i sill loph him .
so of course that i"ll jealous .

PLEASE CARE MY FEELING !!

he came back finally .
ahh .
wanna meet him right now .

 为什么我的朋友们都有自己的理想，爱情， 爱人 ， 情人 ？？
儿我却孤孤单单的在这里 。
没有人理我了 。
没有人来关心我了 。
为什么他们得到的东西，
...我都无法得到 ？？
为什么他们可以和心爱的人在一起， 我却不能 ？？
为什么 ？？
为什么我不能和我心爱的人在一 起 ？？
我好痛苦啊 ！！
天啊，救救我 。。。

第一次爱一个人爱到那么辛苦 !! 。。
我好累啊 。
我快撑不下去了 。

19days already ..

love

wei se me ??
wo hen xiang hen xiang gen ni zai yi qi, ke se wei se me bu neng ??
wei se me ??
gen wo zai yi qi zhen de you ya li ma ??
wo hen xiang zhi dao ni hai xi huan wo ma ??
wo hen xiang zhi dao ni hai ai wo ma ??
aaaaaaaaaaaa .
hen xiang ni .

koko, wo ai ni .
wo hen xiang gen ni pcrn .
ke neng ma ??
gen ni zai zhuo TTM ye hao .
ke se, ke neng ma ??

hai se na ju hua, wo ai ni .
:(
:(
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

wo hen xiang gen ni zai yi qi .
ni zhi dao ma??

bu zhi dao wei se me, mei chi kan jian ni he ta de shi hou, wo jiu hen bu kai xin .
ni zhen de you na me ai ta ma ??
ta zhen de dui ni lai shuo you na me zhong yao ma ??
wei le ta, ni ning yuan fang qi wo .

wo hen  " hen ni "
dou se ni, dou se ni .
ni zhen de hen bu yao lian .
ming zhi dao wo yi jing he ta zai yi qi, ni hai send baby baby de gei ta .
hhu.hhu .
bu yao lian !!!

is learning how to use blog .


a little confusing .

not a little, but very .



my koko, the one who make this blog for me .

and teach me how to use it .



5.days already .

i still waiting for him ~

ILoveYou !!