Tuesday, 28 December 2010

what is the meaning of that ??

Is that called bestfriend ??
is that called sisters ??
is that called bro n sis ??
why ??

now , u are nothing for me anymore .
i hate you

Sunday, 26 December 2010

afraid

takud ......................................
:((((((((((

" i wont disturb u
so dont disturb me too "
mksud.na apha ??
is he talking on me ??
hwhawhahwahwa ....
worried .
mybe dia lhyad blog aku ianh kmrn , then ......................
hhaish .
ithuw dah kmrn khae lhyao ...
tp qlo aku jelaskan , dia gtwu mhaw dgr gga lhe .
:(

no matter what
u'r still that one .
wo de gege .

dia dah lama gga msg ua .
gga care mha ua .
hmm .
krn aku gga trima dia ??
?? jd boring gga dpt msg qmu .
hha ?? khog tiba" miss u ??
u dah berubah , ua thaw .
tp ua mhaw single .
sorry :(

my mind now is thinking of what ??
do u know ??
" i want to leave u all n study in other country "
can i ???
i need the answer NOW !
i want to study in sg , but idk whether i can pass or not .
but i just realise that i want to study in sg is because of I WANT TO AVOID U ALL !!
but im not sure too .
anyway hope i can leave TBK !!
thats my wish !

Friday, 12 November 2010

i wont disturb u again !!

I ........... H A T E ........... YOU !!!

UP TO YOU Dehh ~
aku udah pasrah mha qmu .
trserah qmu d .
I WONT CARE ABOUT UR BUSINESS ANYMORE !
NO MORE !!

U NEVER CARE MY FEELING .
IHYSM !!
F*** YOU !!

I WONT DEPEND ON YOU ANYMORE !

Butt ..........
what can i do ??
although IHY but u always appear in my mind .
why ??
why u being so cruel towards me ??
why u always make me disappointed ??

IHY but IDY
what can i do ??
i just want to hate u .
but i cant .
i want to forget u .
but i still miss u .
:(

What should i do ??

maybe that is destiny , fate .
hhaish .
Forget it bahh .

Hope we wont disturb to each other again .
hope u can get ur happiness .

I WILL TRY TO DISAPPEAR IN UR MIND .
I WONT DISTURB U AGAIN .

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

Disappointed !! Hate ! Dislike !

Lii , Tann , Jos !
u three really made me totally disappointed .
what i had done wrong ??
why u all treated me like that ??
hhuhh!!
pek7 !
disappointed of u three !!

ado n abi said that i FIL with avann .
then atann jealous .
hhuhu .
zzz .
he's just my teman curhat .
a friend that i can share problem with .
then how about u all ??
just treat me as INVISIBLE , TRANSPARANT !!
I'M ENOUGH NOW !!
TIRED !!
Let me off , okay ?? :((((((
hhuhhu .
TOTALLY SAD ! DISAPPOINTED !

DISLIKE U !!
Aku br sadar bahwa selama ini , aku hanya dipermaenkan .
I HATE YOU !!!

Lonely d.skul .
gha adha ianh temanin .
smw.na pd gha kwn amha ua .
hhuhu :(( :((

koko , hhaish ~
gha mhaw blg d .
:(( :((
make me cry everytimes , everyday .
I never think that u are so cruel until now .
but now i just realise that U ARE CRUEL THAN EVERYONE !!

I HAD ENOUGH !
DISAPPOINTED WITH U ALL !!

Monday, 8 November 2010

all had changed .
expecially the two of them .
koko n lii .
the one i dote n the best of my friends .
why ??
ko had changed .
the care of him to me  had less than before .
TT
i think he had forgotten me n didnt hve any feeling towards me anymore .
TT
i hate erly so much .
not b.cause she was my ko mantan .
but she is very very MPO !!
Hate .
then my friends always say or critic her as her boobs are very big .
i dont like they said that .
as she was innozence .
then maybe that was natural .
hhaish .
forget it .
about lii , hhaish .
dont knoo d .
we had not talked to each other about 2 or 3 days .
TT

try to forget that n treat he / she as transparant .
hope i can success .
Buddha Bless me .

Wednesday, 3 November 2010


how come we can understand the other ?????
unless ue tell us what ue thinking aboud so maybe we will understand what ue thinking aboud~
don't just blame the other for not understand ue~
ue must think aboud urself first~
do you ever understand the other without know what they thinking aboud?
 
THINK FIRST !!

Saturday, 9 October 2010

Whats wrong with me ??
why bad mood all the day ??
bagghh ><
why i remove them as my friends from my friend list ??
why i have such as so many problems ??
:(( ..

i remove him :((((((